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But I want you to stay.
I want you to hold me in your embrace when the morning comes.
The real morning with sunshine in this room,
not 2 a.m in the morning when the moon is still exist...
But you always leave.
You acted as we did something wrong;
something unforgivable and we must cover it.
And you always left me alone after we make love;
no matter how passionate it was…
When you touched me, I feel whole. I feel complete.
But when you left, I feel used and empty.
I always know about this feelings,
since this is the was our relationship’s pattern.
But I always fell on the same mistake…
That night, we made love for the first time.
It was painful when he joined our body;
I felt my body being torn apart, but he treated me gently…
Whispering my name and kissing me tenderly.
I never regret that night…
But it became painful as he always leaves after we made love.
He never stayed.
He simply left when the morning comes.
He never said anything about his feelings to me.
There were no promises…
The night came…
The same night with the previous nights;
A night of lust and passion heated up from
forbidden love and devilish charm.
A night filled of extravagant hunger…
Satisfy my hunger…
There only one person who could do it…
It’s you… and I didn’t need anything else…
Kazuya…
Only if you knew…
I’m totally in love with you…
I’m crazy about you…
Sometimes you love, and you are loved.
But sometimes you love, and you suffer.
Love and agony is two things packed into a two sided coin.